I've recently started to revisit my old songs, and I've been pleasantly surprised with these songs. I guess creating them can kind of throw you off and think your melody is crap even though it is good. I recently heard some advice about music making that applies to this really well. When creating your music. Just tell yourself nobody will listen to it. Which will allow you to take risks. I've learned more about making music, but every time I start, I lose my inspiration because "it doesn't sound good" which is why I never published it... I'm glad I revisited these songs because they are amazing! holy fricc! Why can't I make music anymore!