a valediction

I don't do Trigger Warnings, but like, this is a *Big Sad,* and if you're prone to bouts of Big Sad yourself, you might find that Big Sad is contagious and that you now feel Big Sad as well. I advise against it. I have an irreverent way of speaking and writing but I'm serious. I swear. (Maybe...)

I'm actually kinda glad I didn't get around to publishing this until after the spontaneous Hiatus (I mentioned it in "Shovel"'s description, you should listen to that, too) because my original plan was to publish it without tags or subtitles or anything, which...kinda makes it look more like a suicide note, TBH, which it is not! I didn't want to publish it because it was just *that* big-sad, but...then I disappeared for 2 months. So, congratulations, you get to hear it anyway.