I remember when I was making this, I wanted it to sound bad, but all I could do was make it sound better. Although this score looks like the composer's definition of "how the F did a baby get on my piano?!" this is really good and I hope you see that.
P.S If you think this is 2020, you're not wrong.
PPS: If you are ever in a funk, play this or mash keys on your keyboard. Just be informal in whatever way you can :)