atelophobia [a-tel-o-pho-bia]

oh hey i didn't see you there. well i guess you stumbled upon the second song of the lost series. by the title, you might be wondering "well birdie, what is atelophobia, and why did you make a song about it?" well my dear bird friend. i'm here to answer your burning question you didn't ask cause i'm just that annoying.
atelophobia is the fear of imperfection, and the fear of mistakes themselves. i don't have this, but yeah, why not write a song on it i guess? because atelophobia is such a serious topic regarding mental health, perfectionism, and other things, i've put my personal thoughts and deeper explanation of this song into a google doc because it won't fit here. so here.
so actually, this song is meant to be the downward spiral of what happens when an atelophobist messes up. through the music i try (more like fail) to convey what would be running through their head. a collapse from all sides.
(tw: stress, depression)
https://docs.google.com/document/d/11en5hWYkG-ZeBwcAA1cMoykyqBAjC_TOrioNalxUBFQ/edit?usp=sharing
oh yeah, and this song is for @sawyer_tucker cause why not. and actually, personal note to sawyer: bruh i tried to write in the key of db, but it ended up being a train wreck and in a minor key and switching keys anyway so....yep i suck at gift giving
also, two more things, put your super bowl predictions in the comments by 5:30cst, and i'll tally up the predictions. after the super bowl is done, the next publish i'll give a shout out to the people who got it right.
ok last thing before i go - it's valentines day tomorrow, which means i'm single again (yayyyy such a failure) ok anyway, uhm...oh wait shoutouts

shoutouts yay
a#: @the_sharpest_of_all_sharps
nina: @cavetown_brenina
maddie: @madison_salsbury
technically sawyer but i already did you so i'm not gonna double dip >:p
andddd evalv: @evalv

ok bye
~birdie o>