Hi Everyone!! Happy Wednesday!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Here is another song I decided to publish. Another bit of a mess. Because for whatever reason, the "messes" tend to sound okay after a while. And, I guess I wasn't expecting to share this mess? Wow this description is a mess.
Anyhow, here's the story behind this piece. So I tend to write based on how I'm feeling. And I started this when I was really quite frustrated? Maybe mess is a better word lol. And then I got un-frustrated and listened back and realized that it didn't sound right. So I stopped working on it. Then I went about my days as usual. And eventually I got annoyed for a small period of time and suddenly liked the song again. Then I became un-annoyed and decided again not to publish it. But now I'm slightly annoyed, so I'm going to publish before I'm not annoyed again! Otherwise, no one will see the lovely mess.
Then I started writing and realized why I was annoyed. Do you ever just wish someone knew what you were feeling, without having to say anything? And sometimes you do tell them, and they don't even hear it. Or sometimes you are trying so hard to be there for others and forget that you also need to be there for yourself? I suppose it's a mix of these things.
I've been trying so so hard to be there for people, and I keep getting left behind. But not just by them, by myself too. I've dug myself into a hole I suppose...er...more like I've helped others out of the hole and forgot that I was also there. So... that makes little sense.
So this is my reminder to take care of yourself! Don't forget that you are also someone worth helping!
I am not annoyed anymore, but I spent a while on this description, so I might as well put it out there for fun :). Not my best lyrics but different and I think I like it, but I'm not sure yet!
Nice job getting through this mess of a description and I hope you enjoy this mess of a piece! Or not! -YGG