When you find yourself in a poor state or terrible place, you may start to reminisce in the good old days. Those fond memories of the past coming to greet you with open arms. You enjoy it while it lasts before it fades away and you are left with the horrible place you wanted so bad to be gone but there is nothing you can do now but to embrace what has been left for you. This is your fate.
So enjoy the pleasure of your mind's imagination for only it can set you free from the shackles of reality. Bask in your beloved memories for only they will cleanse and save you from your descent into your eternal torment and loneliness. Enjoy it. Savor it all you can before...