Did my time come? Already?

Maybe I shouldn't have ignored the cancer after its symptoms got smaller...

Now I don't think I have a good survival chance. I'm only 14 years old.

The doctors said there was a low chance of me surviving, but just like Technoblade, I want to fight for my life to the very last moment. Maybe I'll survive? I don't know... I'm running out of ideas even after a few months of thinking and bargaining. Hope yall don't worry too much about it. Stay positive and I'll be fine.