angsty rant of a homebody

Hello everyone!!!!

I have returned with a song about how I feel when I'm depressed. Sometimes, situations and my inner devil take the best of me, and it really sucks when things get to your head... We all have a similar struggle, but that doesn't make it any less painful. Well ig it's more painful to listen to my music, BUT hear me out... OK? This will not disappoint. I swear on my gonglers.

I started this off with just the lyrics. They really came to me as I was listening to "logical" by Olivia Rodrigo. Her new album, "GUTS," really sat me down in thought. I really admire her writing, and it makes me want to try harder with my songs.

That's why I've decided to share another song with you guys. The title is heavily inspired by "ballad of a homeschooled girl," as it is sarcastic and really catchy. I don't really have much else to say other than I plan on finishing this song entirely, which means I want to properly sing over it and have it produced. But for now, here's the demo version without me singing it.

I suggest you listen to the original flat playback if your computer can run without lag for better audio. Otherwise, feel free to use my preselected audio file or the auto-generated mp3. Also, I should mention that I've decided what to do for my 300 followers, and I'm so excited to see where it takes me. I can't wait to finish it up so i can show you all!

Anyway, I wrote this in about a week, give or take. It isn't the permanent version since my plan was to shape it around my voice as I sing over it. I'll paste the lyrics in the comments. Also, there's a possibility that my intro isn't original. Please let me know if it already exists in another song.

Thank you so much for listening and reading! Have an amazing day :D