This world can be harsh, I am going to be sharing a piece of my personal life today. I'm going to be changing some of the places and times alright. So in July- Band Camp. I saw this beautiful girl a girl like me sort of, We both have brown hair with a red tint that mainly shows in the sun that makes out hair look maroonish. I love her so much but I think she is too good for me, wait she is too good for me. I've been with her for four months keep in mind, This is my first real relationship. I honestly love her more than anyone could ever think, I would do anything for her, but when some other drama with our friends my best friend and her best friend like fight-ish, my girlfriend went off on my best friend and now he can barely trust me..... now I fear that the only like actual friend that has supported me through a bunch even if he didn't realise it might not even want to be my friend anymore..... and now my girlfriend is upset with me too.... I don't want my life to be torn to pieces, so i wrote this piece and put my emotions into it.... this is for my social life, my girlfriend and my bestfriend....