*It's March 3rd, 2024 at 1:22am and you are lonely in this universe. You lie awake in bed, contemplating, and thinking random thoughts, such as...*
Listening to “petrichor”
And then to “new home”
It’s been a while since it’s rained
It’s been a while since I’ve felt at home
Everybody is asleep, except for me...
No more texts to send
No more friends to call
No more adventures
But my mind is still racing
Horses around the track
In circles, in circles, in circles
Tailspin
And now “together” by Farwell and Antithesis
Repetitive musical passages
It’s nothing special
And I love it
then A Burning Memory, Moseley
Memories burn up in my brain
some melt into each other
They combine and intertwine
I can’t tell the difference
I've become immune
To emotion
This is scary
I'm scared
There’s no sign of slowing down
A song I’ve heard before
That’s irrelevant
What am I doing here
I’ll text somebody, hold on
No response
...
What if my mom reads my notes
She’ll know how * *** ******
She’ll know it all
I don’t want her to know any of it
I don’t trust her anymore
I don’t trust anymore
I don’t anymore
I don’t
Don’t
What is life
...
It’s sad, really
When I smell cigarettes I think of my parents
I wanna invent a language
That would be dope
...
I’m tripping
Not really, I'm not on drugs
Just tripping in the sense that my mental state isn’t the best
Misplaced songs
And misplaced memories
The unsettling settles me
It’s all I know
I mean, not like murder, obviously
I mean like… depressing, scary things
Nerve wracking things
It feels so familiar
1:39
What am I doing here
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Hey guys! This is track 007 of an OST I'm working on. In this piece, I experimented with minimalism and repeated phrases. I combined that with a sense of melancholy, but also some complacency, to create this. (It reminds me of "tomorrow never comes" by my head is empty).
I hope you enjoy!
- SquiddyCuh
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