me cause i thought of the melody in ap chem and wrote it down in my notebook like a loser instead of paying attention. also me cause i've missed flat reverb (reverb god it's literally me). anyways, sadly, this might be the last piece (i say this like every time lol) i write this year. my rate of pumping out songs is definately decreasing drastically, and my idea generator that was so strong is now kinda broken. i can only write music now with a good enough melody and strong enough feelings. oh, yeah. 600 followers. thank you all so much, i didn't expect to hit 600, since my growth was dead past august 2022(?) after my 400 special. anyway, thank you all. y'all are the best.
yo anyway let's lore drop. this piece is made in the context of a girl who cannot wait to see a boy she loves. it's anticipation, nervousness, reality, bittersweetness, longing, and imagination (delusion) in some sorts and unfourtunately what you have to feel when all you want is to see that person more than anything. in the end, she lets him go after he leaves for the second time, even though she never had him in the first place. but she holds onto hope. because that's how you let go and is the final act of love, letting go of the possibility of selfishness and just wanting them to be happy.
and for you, joey. i would choose happiness for you.
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FLAT PLEASE LET ME ENTER YOUR COMPETITION I BEG I KNOW I'M LIKE 57 SECONDS OVER BUT IF THIS ISN'T THE HARDEST LETTING GO I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS.
see you next year, losers. ~birdie. o>
p.s. joey, i hope your wrists fall off, if you ever play this, by the way. i wrote it specifically for you, a pianist.