ambivalence - piano solo

hi peeps!

it's story time:

driving a fed-ex truck for a living seems extremely boring and depressing. you just drive to different houses in a big truck and deliver boxes in which you don't even know what's inside. but it doesn't have to be boring, you just have to bring some light into it. there's this guy, idk his name, but he delivers packages in our neighborhood. seems normal, but he stands out to me because he's always smiling and having fun. he's always listening to reggae music and 80's stuff, and he always dances up to your porch and leaves in style ✨. i envy this guy in many ways. no, i don't want to be a fed-ex driver, but i want to be happy and spread my happiness throughout the world. even when things are rough and difficult, you must push through; and it's always better with smiles. as they say, laughter is the best medicine!

ambivalence means happiness within sadness. i don't think i conveyed that perfectly but i'm pretty proud of what i wrote. i have a lot of music that's going to be published in the next couple weeks, (and one of them is a collab i'm really excited forrrrrr heee heee), so watch out!


thanks for reading/listening,

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