I don't...

Have you ever lost someone or felt like you were losing someone due to unnecessary drama?

I feel like that. When I first started this song, I felt like I was on the verge of losing one of my best friends... I felt like everything was going to change before my eyes and I was scared. I didn't want to lose them. But peer pressure made me think I had to for the better. They kept telling me things like "they're a toxic person" "You need to end things with them before you get pulled in too deep" but the truth is, I didn't have the kind of proof I needed to believe this. I didn't want to lose them just because someone else said I had to...


Now someone is spreading lies about me again and it involves this same friend. I'm terrified of losing this friend, but I can't help but wonder, "Is this really for the best?" I still don't want to lose them, but someone, and I don' know who, is spreading these lies that I'm talking crap about my friend...

My friend questioned me about it tonight and I cried because I thought I was going to lose them... I'm still scared, but there's nothing I can do about it and maybe it might be for the better.


If anyone needs to talk or vent, I'm here to listen. I'm not going anywhere (I hope) and I'll always be by your side if you need me.



If you all have any more song suggestions, let me know!! I'm always open to amazing ideas!!