naive.

My former middle-school sweetheart broke up with me in the most sissy-coward way. Through means of a letter handed to me accompanied by a hug and "I love you"; blocking me on every social so that I can't even reply. This song takes you through my emotions that day, starting off grieving that this happened, but later realising how much I deserve someone better than her. She was such a mental drag, and I realise now how much I needed her out of my life but was too scared to break up with her myself (because I'd hurt her feelings and everything).

In the letter she gave me, she exagerated and outright lied about why she was breaking up with me. Ultimately, we both lost feelings for eachother, but just kept on tolerating eachother. When I got home, I had a conversation with a friend who is close to her, and they said that she was ranting about me behind my back, saying untrue things, hurting my reputation, and ultimately throwing mud at me and asking why I'm so dirty (in a metaphorical sense).

I wrote this song right after talking to said friend, it took only 3 hours.